YOYOYOOOOO!(:

today's a happy happy day. =D no school, no pressure.. i feeel so relaxed at home, at least i dont have to put on a fake front at home. i like it best at home when i can express my feeelings with the occasional tmd and other !!! haha. and i dont have to hide my emotions. =) really, home is the best!
in school, there's friends but also ppl we dont really wana face, but at home.. no matter what, no one's going to bear grudges against one another and there'll not be much of a cold war. =D

did nothing productive today. hais. ): i want to study, but.. i cant seem to set my mind into studying. i feeel like talking on the phone, smsing and bloody hell-my sms exceeded. the thought of lagging behind maths and f&n makes me feeel pressurized. yet, these are also the things stopping me from being a hardworking gal and doing my work. ): i'm so not going to score in midyr and i have no confidence at all... how am i gona pass maths in O? it is such an important subject and yet, i'm not coping well with it.. )':

tmr i'm gona study. (= eliza, sihui, ivan and yvonne. what a nice group of ppl to study with. =D i hope to be able to focus tmr and also do my homework. i think they're either gona be the ones who motivates me or the one who dont study together with me. :P but yup, i love going out with them, be it going out to play or studying. ^_^ i predict tomorrow to be a really nice day?

我可以划一个圈 把自己关在里面 把回忆挡在外面 却不能停止想念 在我的天空蔓延 他有的善良和善变 我可以划一个圈 当作是完美句点 还他自由的蓝天 却不能停止想念 一幕幕甜美画面 如果放弃了这一切 那么在我身体里的灵魂是谁

{可以不可以－卓文萱｝

another current Y on my playlist. =)



^_^

random thoughts

我觉得自己好傻, 好傻...
为什么要逞强呢? 心里明明在痛~
为什么我要假装得很乐意帮忙的样子? 为什么我就不能说出自己的不悦?
哎.. 我不知道为什么,我再也不能在你面前坦然了... ):

all the fun we had can only stays as memories.